Sunday, May 24, 2009

Poetic Antic {Page 27}

Bloody

Left in the cold
Aching to see you
Hear your voice
Feel your skin
Close and gentle
Taste your lips
This time for sure.

Really what happened
I don't know
Some kind of test
This is I guess
I'm very impatient
I hate waiting,but
For you I will try
Where are you?

My mind is strong
My heart is weak
It's significant because
When you turn weird
My mind wanders
And I start imagining
You leaving me
For some other girl
Or some other guy.

I feel so stupid
I feel so angry
I can't do anything
Because you won't 
Even talk to me
I get scared 
I get frusatrated
I make excuses 
You still don't answer
I am miserable.

I say I don't care
I do a lot
I like you, but to me
It seems you don't 
Even see me
I can't take it anymore
Maybe we shouldn't
Have this between us
It was simpler before
You were just someone
I really liked a lot.

I didn't care not at all
Even when you said
Those things to me
But now I know
How you like me too
And I let you know
How I liked you too
Now I fear
That you would change
Take back your words
Hurt me and leave
With only memories.

If these feelings
Of mine somehow
Reach your side
I hope it's enough
To appease your
Resentment to me
I never know
How you really feel
How you get hurt
By me
I apologize 
I misunderstand
Hope it's not too late.

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