Poetic Antic {Page 108}

Refuse

Could you light me up?
I refuse to lose to her
She is most vile
She makes me chuck up bile.

Is there no other way?
The path I'm taking is hard
I'm dancing with my bare feet
Massive wounds acquired from broken dreams

It does not matter, fear
Failure is impossible
Victory is so bleak
Journeying a million miles, stuck

Poetic Antic {Page 107}

All I See


Driving north, I seek you
The place where happiness resides
I packed our lunch
Homemade food for us two

The music is turned up, all the way
But somehow I can't hear a single sound
What is that pounding?
Why is my heart beating so fast?

Haven't met you in a while
This is very exciting, it scares me
I wound up my window
We are driving in your street

Remembered what happened
Last night in your room
Your sheets where tangled
Time flew and I left before midnight

Should we keep it a secret?

Poetic Antic {Page 106}

It Won't Be


It is so hard to feel
Your heartbeat next to mine
All I can do is imagine
How your arms would wrap
Around me, like those in TV

I guess it is because
You are with her, your lips
Touching together
The thought makes me go crazy
What should I do?

You always come back,
But I end up waiting
For you to do nothing
To be with me, is it
Impossible for us to be?

You have been informed
I'm free constantly
Someday I wish you'd see
When we are next each other
Everything is worth doing

Poetic Antic {Page 105}

Hello

There are reasons why I hide
What I really feel inside
This crusty shell of mine
Contains all my love for you

Nice to meet you Mr. Right Now
Something tells me you're the one
Maybe we'll be later on
Let's just have fun together

Poetic Antic {Page 104}

Was There Any?

I woke up this morning
Refreshed, alive, and empty
My body was well rested
My mind felt tested
And my soul floated away

I don't recall the dreams I had prior
I remember the feelings I had
I tried to shake the uncertainty off

Poetic Antic {Page 103}

Nothing Happened

It's cold, damp, and dark
You keep shouting at me
I was left inside the car
The rain is pouring hard

I hear you sing our song
Your voice tugging at my heart
It hurts, but you keep pulling
I try not to cry, I fail

We apologize to each other
Try to make everything work
I need you, please come back
You don't believe me

Everyone is staring
We realize, we gaze above
There are no stars
No hope for lost lovers

Aimlessly I walk
Going nowhere, searching for you
I wonder what happened
Happiness is gone